Utter Autism

March 10, 2015

Doing Disney Differently: The Disability Access Service Card

When I heard that Disney was changing their policy for those with disabilities a while back I was very concerned.  Like so many others, we went to Disney World year after year because the policy made vacationing with our autistic son possible.

Before this trip, I did extensive reading online about how this new policy worked and about the experiences of those who had already used it.  The reviews were mixed.  There are many different types of disabilities and challenges so I suppose that should be expected.  It worked for some and didn’t work for others.

In general, it did work for us.

When you go to the customer service desk at any one of the parks, they issue you a Disability Access Service card.  This DAS card is good for the length of your stay. The valid dates, number in your party as well as the name and a photo of the person with the disability is digitally printed on the front of the card.

You can’t use the card to board a ride unless the person on the card is with you. This is a change from the old system and I can see why some might be upset about the change.  This trip we were only traveling with Adrian so it didn’t affect us.  However, in years past we did use the disability card to allow the other kids to ride rides that Adrian didn’t want to go on.  Perhaps some would call that ‘cheating’ the system but you have to remember that Adrian’s disability meant that we could only stay in the parks for a short time before he needed a break.  It was beat the clock each and every time we entered a park.  If the other kids had any hope at all of riding on things without Adrian, we had to use the pass to get them in and out quickly.  Adrian could not wait.  Leaving only one parent with him, wandering in circles for as long as the standby line took would have ended in disaster.

The thing you have to remember about the new DAS card is that it’s designed to be used in conjunction with the FassPass+ system.  If you are not using the FP+ system then it’s likely you will find the DAS card policy severely limiting.  If we were to travel with the whole family today we’d have to rely on the FP+ system to get them in and out of rides Adrian doesn’t like.  It would require a bit more planning and be a little less convenient… but I don’t see it as a complete deal breaker and I won’t say that it’s not ‘fair’.

Another big change in the policy is that the DAS card does not provide immediate access.  Under the old disability policy you simply showed the card at the ride and were directed to the ‘disability entrance’.   In some cases this was a separate, wheel-chair friendly entrance but for some rides it was the FassPass line.  It was this part of the old policy that lead to abuse by unscrupulous people and the need to switch to the DAS card system.

Again, I understand how some people are upset by the new system.  It is less convenient.  With the DAS card you have to take it to the ride entrance to get it stamped and they write a return time on the card. In other words, you wait as long as the folks on the stand-by line… you just wait some where else.  Actually, that’s not true.  You sometimes wait longer because when you do return you still have to wait on the FP+ line.

This trip, Adrian was able to handle going up to a ride and then coming back later.  When he was younger, he couldn’t have handled it.  One of us would have had to go get the stamp while the other took Adrian in a different direction.  You can only have one active stamp at a time so I understand why some people may be particularly upset about this part of the policy.  While it would be extra work, I still don’t think that even back in the day it would have made it impossible for us to visit.  And I wouldn’t say it’s not ‘fair’.

The last major change with this policy is that when you return at the time written on your card, in almost every case, you will enter the FP+ line.  Disney has done a great job making most of the queues accessible.  There are very few rides left that require a separate wheelchair entrance.  The down side here is that the FP+ line is a line.  With everyone using the FP+ system now, it’s not a ‘walk on’ line any more.  Though minimal, there is some waiting.  It’s probably this part, more than any other, that I think would have tripped us up back in the day.

Of course, we didn’t have iPods, iPads or phones all connected to the internet back then either.  We didn’t find the waiting that hard this time because we had the wheelchair and we did use an iPod to keep him entertained while we waited.  With this policy, I will never take Adrian without using a wheelchair.  Even today he could not handle waiting like that without the wheelchair and something to entertain him.

All things considered, I think the new policy is well thought out and should work to accommodate most people. One of the things I love about Disney is that, almost without exception, the employees are very accommodating.  It happened more than once that they bent the rules a bit.  Some wrote down a slightly reduced wait time on our card.  Others let us enter the FP+ line a few minutes ahead of the scheduled time.

I’m aware of additional accommodations some people have received as well.  A woman who had an autistic child went out of her way to tell me that I should go to customer service and demand generic, paper fastpasses.  We didn’t find this necessary this trip.  But I can see that as something some folks may need.  I’ve also read online that if your child has a compulsive need to ride a ride multiple times in a row, that they will often allow that.

I still think Disney World is a great place to go if you have a family member with autism but there is some preparation and work involved to make things go smoothly.  My advice is to go at the least busy time of year,  use the FP+ system in conjunction with the DAS card, bring enough help and electronic entertainment, consider using a wheelchair and if you have a specific need, it never hurts to ask a cast member or two for help.

February 26, 2015

Doing Disney Differently: Using a Wheelchair

From that very first trip to Disney World with Adrian, we learned a very important lesson that not only changed our vacation strategy but also our life at home.  Adrian could quickly become overstimulated (and then aggressive) in certain environments, especially Disney. But when he was seated and buckled into the stroller it worked like magic to help him be calmer and enjoy it all without being overwhelmed.  When he outgrew the stroller we switched to the wheelchair and found it had the same positive effect.

Ever since, we’ve owned a wheelchair for Adrian and we always use it traveling with him. Besides helping keep Adrian calm and patient, it makes it easy for others to recognize he has a disability.  Autism is invisible except for the behaviors.  Adrian looks just like any other 18 year old young man.  The wheelchair immediately let’s others know he has a disability which makes them more likely to give us a break.  No one is surprised when they see him act in strange ways.  People around us are more accommodating, understanding and patient.

Now I know some would say that he should walk if he can walk.  But if the point of the vacation is for us all to relax and enjoy it, then it makes sense to do what we know works.   The couple of times we did let Adrian walk around this time just confirmed for me that it is the right choice for us.

Adrian has no sense of personal space and when he’s walking around he often plows through groups of people, bumping them as he goes.  At nearly 6 feet tall and a hefty build, I’ve seen him nearly knock people down just passing them.  His size makes it very hard for me to guide and steer him.  I’m only just over 5 feet tall and no match for his momentum.  In stimulating environments Adrian has a hard time hearing and following verbal directions.  So you’ve basically got an out of control tank in a very crowded place.

Besides the benefit to parental stress levels and everyone around us, Adrian just seems happier using the chair as well.  You can see his body relax and his energy become calmer as soon as he clips that buckle in his chair.  He takes it all in and enjoys the ride.  He’s not overcome by a need to constantly stim like when he walks.

Fortunately Disney World is very easy to navigate with a wheelchair.  Most of the queues are wheelchair accessible and cast members are very helpful.  Using the wheelchair for Adrian is one way we do Disney a little differently.

February 25, 2015

Back from Disney!

We’re back from our trip and I am happy to report that it all went really, really well.

A local snowstorm caused a bit of stress getting out of NY.  We had to sit on the plane for nearly an hour while they sprayed the plane with deice gel twice and blew hot air at the ice in the engines.  It was the only time the entire trip that we had to turn to the emergency meds.  And I admit, I probably did so a little preemptively knowing there was another 30-45 minutes of sitting there on the plane going no where.  No regrets.  He waited it out patiently and we were soon underway.

The rest of the trip was splendid.  Adrian was calm and happy throughout.  My husband and I were a bit surprised by how relaxing and enjoyable it was.  In many ways it was much less stressful than traveling with 3 typical kids with all their typical sibling fights, typical complaints and typically different ideas about what we should do next.

No.  This trip was just for Adrian.  So we went from park to park, ride to ride – only ever going on the things Adrian liked best.  We used maps and apps to allow him choices about where he wanted to go and what he wanted to do or eat.  But even when we were doing the planning, he went along happily and patiently.

There was not one aggressive behavior incident.  No pinching.  No fits in the car.  No fits in the restaurants.  Just happy and calm.  It was amazing!

That’s not to say that he wasn’t Adrian.  He did get silly once or twice.  He took a whole box of Cheerios and ran the the bedroom and closed the door, laughing hysterically.  But then without the stress of having to deal with other kids too, it really wasn’t a big deal.  If he wanted to eat Cheerios in bed, why not let him?  We opened the door and left him right there in bed watching tv with his snack.  I think even he was shocked that we were so chill about it.

Now that we’re back and I know how well these trips can go, I’m definitely looking forward to taking him again in the future.  I’d love to make it annual but considering how much it costs… well it might be every other year instead.

Still.  So happy to have returned to say it was a super successful trip and we can’t wait to do it again!

January 31, 2015

Return to Disney: Defining ‘Success’

Filed under: Forgot to pick a category — Carol @ 3:32 pm

As I’m making final preparations for our upcoming Disney World trip with Adrian I’m thinking about how things will go.  I want to be able to say the trip was ‘successful’.  But then I need to define what success looks like.

The last trip we took 5 years ago was difficult.  We were with many family members and we were trying to be flexible and go along with what everyone wanted to do.  Adrian was less flexible than we’d hoped.

I came back black and blue up and down my arm.  He pinched me hard enough to bring tears to my eyes more than once that trip.

There were several outbursts in public.  He even reached out and pinched a stranger – hard.

He banged on the window of the rental car so hard we had to wonder if he’d break it.  He broke parts of his wheelchair.

He pinched himself and pulled out his own hair.

When you put it all together like that it seems pretty ‘unsuccessful’. And it definitely felt that way at the time.  So what needs to change this time to say it’s better?  Do we need to have no public outbursts?  Does he need to not pinch me?  Does he need to not injure himself?  Do we need to have 100% peaceful car rides?  If the wheelchair returns in working condition, have we succeeded then? Is it still success if we get all that but have to use the ‘emergency’ meds every day?

I’ve gone out of my way to plan everything on this trip to maximize success.  We’re taking Adrian alone and we’ll only do exactly what he wants, when he wants it – to the best of our ability.  We’re staying in the place where he’s most comfortable and where we don’t have to worry about how he’s affecting other guests.  We’re renting the car so we can have immediate transportation any time we need it.  We’re going at a time when the crowds are the lowest…  there just isn’t much more I can do to make this go as well as it can.

But in a way that makes me all the more nervous.  Because if this doesn’t work, if it’s not a successful trip, then I have to face the reality that it may be many years before we’ll be able to try again.  And, quite honestly, that would simply break my heart.

So here I am.

Still trying to define a ‘successful’ trip.

With hope.

And caution.

October 3, 2014

Old Notebooks : The Gluten Free Diet

April 24, 2000

We started Adrian on the GFCF diet this past week.  This, of course, means a lot of restrictions on foods so I’ll be sending both snack and lunch foods from now on.

It was not an easy decision to try Adrian on a special diet.  First, there’s the skepticism to get by.   As a young parent, it’s hard to go against convention.  Especially when you’re not sure what’s the right thing to do. There were other potential ‘treatments’ we passed by because they were a bigger step than we were prepared to make at that point.

The diet, on the other hand, seemed fairly harmless.  It wasn’t going to hurt Adrian or the bank account to give it a try and see what happened. So we committed to a one month trial removing all gluten and casein from his diet.

Back in those days that was not an easy feat.  Today I walk in my grocery store and there’s shelves full of gluten free products.  Back then, to find anything gluten free at all, you had to shop specialty health food stores and even there the selection wasn’t great.  It was a lot of work to prepare the food.  And for a kid who didn’t take easily to new foods well, there were other challenges besides.

The results?  Well what we saw in that first month was enough to convince us that it didn’t hurt to stay on the diet.  Some of what we saw improve:

  • He waved ‘hi’ and ‘bye’ for the first time ever
  • He was playing with toys appropriately more than ever before
  • He played with a toy with a friend for the first time
  • He was ‘increasingly willing to tolerate various sensory and movement experiences as well as participate in activities chosen by the therapist’
  • His eye contact improve both at home and at school with therapists and teachers each mentioning it to us separately
  • He did all the motions to songs without hand over hand
  • He improved his ability to follow directions
  • He seemed to be more aware of his environment

And that was all in the first month after starting the diet.  It was a lot of improvement over a short period of time.  He’d been in school a full year and we hadn’t seen that much so fast in all that time.

Could it have just been coincidental? Yup.  We’re talking about a kid who was getting full day preschool including multiple therapies who had 2 sisters at home who were themselves going through many of these same developmental milestones.  Maybe he was just ready for all that and it would have happened diet or no.

But as the diet wasn’t causing any great hardship on Adrian and we were seeing such good things… well, why not stay on it?

In the following month we saw more great strides.

  • Participation in circle time including clapping at the appropriate time
  • Playing with a wider variety of toys in more appropriate ways
  • He gave his sisters hugs and responded to their requests for hugs from him
  • He gave my husband and I kisses for the first time ever (he was 3.5 years old)
  • Babbling – something he’d not done since he was about 6 months old
  • Attempts to say words – closer than ever to talking with approximations of the word book and up
  • Use of his first sign language
  • Started  paying attention to family pets for the first time ever
  • Attempted to sing a complete song by himself with motions and ‘singing’
  • Played ‘Ring around the Rosie’ with his sisters – unprompted
  • Blowing kisses for the first time ever
  • Attempts to say more words – out, all done, eat, etc.

Again, this is all within 2 months of starting the diet.  Much, much more progress than we’d ever seen before in such a short time.  It was encouraging and not knowing if it was the diet or something else, we decided to just continue it indefinitely.

September 25, 2014

Old Notebooks : Eye Contact

Filed under: Forgot to pick a category — Carol @ 1:29 pm

January 20, 2000

I’ve started to really require eye contact.  If I have something to say to him I wait for eye contact.  He’s  doing well and most often ‘answers’ me the first time I say his name.  He also has been maintaining it until I finish speaking.  I finally feel like I’m talking to him instead of at him.

Adrian’s eye contact as a baby wasn’t horrible.  One of my favorite pictures of baby Adrian is one where I’m playing pat-a-cake with him.  He loved that and peek-a-boo and would hold eye contact with me forever while I played with him.Adrian

But he didn’t look at us when we said his name.  He avoided looking at us when we spoke to him.  When we brought his baby sisters home he refused to look at them too.  It was one of the clear examples we could point to and say with certainty, “Something’s not right here!”

Today Adrian has good eye contact.  He seeks it out.  He wants to know you’re listening when he’s trying to tell you something.  He’s learned to read people’s faces extremely well and he looks to see what you’re saying or how you’re feeling.

September 24, 2014

Old Notebooks : The Beginning

I recently cleaned out the file cabinets and pulled out the collection of notebooks used to communicate with Adrian’s classrooms through the years.  I can’t really think of a good reason to keep them around at this point.  It’s not terribly practical or helpful to know what the problem du jour was back in 1999.

However, before I part with them forever, I plan to read through them one last time. It seems like a good idea to record some of highlights here while I do that.  I’d like to keep some of the memories of what life was like back then.  And perhaps some who read these will find it helpful to them as they go through similar things.  If nothing else, they can know it’s all survivable.  :D

Adrian was diagnosed with autism in the spring of 1999 when he was just over 2 years old.  He immediately started attending a special ed preschool where he received speech and occupational therapies.  My twin daughters at the time were 6 months old.  Yes, I really had my hands full!

The first thing I saw in the notebook from that first year was the fact that they used PECS with Adrian from that first day.  I sent in pictures for chicken nuggets, yogurt and family members.  He picked up the use of them quickly.  Being reminded of how successful he was with these even back then makes me feel more than ever that PECS really are a old and babyish method to be using with a grown man.  Thankfully, in recent years most of the staff working with him have moved away from using them.

November 1999 saw me asking staff at the school questions like…

Bee has picked up Adrian’s humming while eating habit.  Ahhhh!  How do we stop this insanity?

And

Adrian has been taking his clothes and diaper off lately.  Do you have any suggestions about how to stop this? (The duct tape only slows him down)

LOL  Oh, to be able to laugh about these things today!

Bee saw her older brother loudly humming while he ate and thought it was the way eating was done.  If I recall, we had to constantly interrupt her copycat behavior until she finally stopped.  Simply exhausting for us and very confusing for her!

And duct tape on the diaper!  I’d completely forgotten about that one.  How many parents keep duct tape in the diaper caddy next to the diaper cream and wipes?!  Oh but we did.  We had to.

The teacher wrote back that onsies or overalls might slow him down… but I had to tell her that we’d already tried both of those.  He was able to take the diaper off from underneath these types of clothing, leaving the clothing in tact so you didn’t know he wasn’t wearing his diaper until he’d peed his pants.  Thus, the duct tape solution.

The stripping behavior has stayed with us for many years.  I recall once when Adrian was 6 and still wearing diapers that he took the diaper off and shredded it.  Ever wonder what the insides of those diapers look like?  I, unfortunately, can tell you. I walked into his room and there was yellow ‘snow’ everywhere.  We finally got him toilet trained shortly after that incident.

September 17, 2014

Return to Disney World?

So I’ve been toying with the idea of taking Adrian back to Disney World for a couple of months now.  It’s been 5 years since we took him last.   That last was the trip where Adrian reached out and pinched a stranger because he was unhappy waiting for a meal.  I came back from that trip black and blue, beaten down, sad with the realization that we might not be able to bring him back.  His behavior was so out of control he was a danger to himself and everyone around him.

Of course the same was true at home at that time too.  But taking the whole nightmare on the road (or plane) just wasn’t a good plan.

Recently I’ve traveled with Adrian to his favorite malls, gone with him to restaurants and had peaceful home visits. It’s convinced me that it might be feasible to take Adrian back to his favorite vacation destination.  But I’m not taking any chances.  If we go, I want it to be a success we can build on for years to come.

So my planning starts with a novel idea.  We’re only going to take Adrian, not the rest of the family.  A good portion of why our visits have been so good is that, for the short time I’m with Adrian, I can focus completely on him.  The worst experiences we’ve had at Disney World with Adrian have all been linked, in one way or another, to our efforts to accommodate others.  We had 3 other kids who wanted to go on rides and do things Adrian didn’t want to do.  We tried to make everyone happy.  Sometimes Adrian did ok with that.  Sometimes it ended horribly for everyone.

At this point our other kids have had their chance to go to Disney World without Adrian.  It’s his turn to get the trip he wants and needs.  So this trip we will only ride the rides Adrian wants to go on.  We will take breaks when Adrian needs them.  We will eat when and where it works best for Adrian.  It’s all going to be for him.

I still hope that someday family vacations to Disney with Adrian will be possible… but we have to survive this one first!

January 23, 2014

Too Big, Too Late

Let me take you back 12 years. Adrian was 5. They used the PECS system, where picture icons representing items or ideas are used to help non-verbal children communicate. But they also dabbled in sign language and Adrian would sometimes use that. All the while the speech therapists continued to work on his vocalizations trying to make that a productive way for him to communicate.

Even when Adrian was 5 we knew none of these methods were going to be ‘the’ answer for long term communication. Being techies, my husband and I looked to our home computer for help. We wrote a program that would offer him the pictures and play back recordings of us saying the word. He loved it and did use it. But even with a laptop, it was hardly convenient or portable. Though it did help us convince the school that Adrian could handle one of those fancy communication devices which more or less did the same thing.

Adrian had 2 different communication devices over the span of nearly a decade. Each took an insane amount of time and effort to get for him. Each lasted less time than it took to get through all the red tape to obtain in the first place.

A few years ago he added another tool to his communication toolbox. Writing. But like with the PECS system, technology has the ability to make this skill a better communication tool.

For years now I’ve handed Adrian my phone to type out his message. It’s convenient and effective. But I don’t believe the usefulness of such a device stops there. You can access everything from a sign language dictionary to pictures and icons. You’re a click away from programs that can easily turn words into audible sound. They’re more versatile, more portable, more functional than the fancy communication devices he’s used in the past.

So we set out again to try to bring more tech tools into Adrian’s capable hands. Funny how technology has changed so much… but the red tape has not. The school first insisted on a professional evaluation to determine if he could use a communication device. Uh, duh.

The red tape goes on and a year later Adrian gets an iPad on loan from the school. But after using it with him for one weekend I’m really wishing I’d pushed the evaluator harder towards a smaller device. While it’s certainly more portable than the devices he’s had in the past, it’s still a lot to tote around everywhere you go. And I look at my smart phone which can do most of the same things and wonder if it’s not a better choice.

The justification for the iPad over a smaller device for the evaluator was based on the fancy communication app that has 80+ buttons on a single screen. So it can’t work on a device smaller than an iPad.

But… do we even need buttons with icons at this point? The dude can write! Heck, teens his age are known for being able to text faster than most of us can type on a regular keyboard. Is finding the proper icon through pages of 80+ really going to be faster for him?

My conclusion? No, it’s not. Especially at the cost of the portability and ease of use.

I understand the how the speech therapists and evaluator think. There’s this idealized image of the student who uses these fancy communication devices and apps to speak whole sentences while their communication partner patiently waits. I too once imagined that’s how it would be for Adrian. Perhaps for younger kids that still not a bad way to try to go.

But Adrian is 17 now and he’s lived all 17 of those years learning the fastest, easiest method to communicate his needs to many different people in many different circumstances. He’s already developed skills to get his point across. He doesn’t need a device or app to come in and save the day. He only just needs one more tool that will supplement and augment what he’s already able to communicate.

While the fancy communication apps with icons are perfect for the younger set who haven’t learned to read or write, they’re just not the best choice for someone who can simply type out a few words to get their point across.

I plan to meet with the speech therapist to discuss all this in the coming weeks. I’m willing to give it a shot and see what she can do with these new tools… but I’m pretty sure I already know what the end result of all this will be.

The iPad will be a great tool in school, at a desk. But the residential staff and Adrian will balk at using it out in the real world because it’s just not practical. I know cause we’ve been there, done that.

But I’m less concerned about that now. I bought Adrian an iPod Touch for Christmas. It’s in a tough Otterbox case with a lanyard so he can easily carry it around his neck. And he does carry it. Staff reports they bring it on all their outings and he takes it with him where ever they go. I put the notepad app in a prominent place and recently loaded an app that turns text into speech. Once the staff and/or Adrian discover how helpful those are when he needs to say something… he’ll have the technology tool he needs for the real world.

January 16, 2014

Seventeen

Adrian just turned 17.  That’s still a little unbelievable to me.

He was home for his birthday weekend.  We took him to his favorite mall where he rode his favorite elevator.  We bought him birthday cake and sang to him.  He blew out the candle and opened presents.  It really wasn’t all that different from any other birthday. 

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Except the fact that when the weekend concluded, he went back to his residential school.  He no longer lives here with us.

But he’s seventeen now and it just feels ‘right’ to have it that way.  He’s not a little kid any more.  He’s a young man who has really grown and changed in the short time he’s lived away from us. 

I was reminded of that this birthday weekend when Adrian used his communication program to ask for a cheeseburger… right after we’d taken him to a restaurant where we’d ordered him chicken fingers.  Because he always wanted chicken fingers.  They were his favorite. He hardly ate anything else.  But it’s not that way now.  He eats many different kinds of food and he loves different things… and I forget that he’s not my little boy who loves chicken fingers. 

So the next day we went and he got his cheeseburger and I took a picture of him eating it… mostly because we still have such a hard time believing it. And then I took him back to his house.  I put away his man-sized jeans in his drawers and as I did he showed me pictures he took on his new iPod Touch of when he went to Dave and Buster’s with his housemates.  I didn’t know he took pictures with his iPod Touch.  I didn’t know he went to Dave and Buster’s.

When he got impatient waiting for me to hurry up and finish refolding his clothes he signed ‘ride’.  I put on my sad voice and told him that no, our ride was finished for the day.  The staff chimed in and told him not to worry, they’d be going for a ride to play laser tag as soon as his housemates finished their lunch.  He smiled at her.

Adrian kissed me goodbye and went back to his computer.  He never walks me to the door.  He’s happy to stay there.  He’s happy to be back in his house.  He’s comfortable with me not being there.

Cause he’s 17 now and it’s natural for a young man to want some independence from Mom…. and a cheeseburger :)

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